I just like to say I went through a lot and teach me lifelong lessons and I appreciate that
Because I can say it taught me about people, it taught me who my real friends it taught me how to put people in a place it taught me how to cut people off. That’s not there in your life. It taught me how people replied to you when you’re down and out and when you’re going through stuff even places, I went through to ask for help, and nobody was willing to help me, but there was willing to stare at me and talk to me like I’m down because everybody else is putting something in their ear making them think that I am poor making them think that I have nothing but at the end of the day I stop telling people because they start thinking like I’m one of them people that talk out of my head that I’m just talking and I don’t know what I’m talking about or I don’t know how to live on my own or I don’t know how to take care of life that is what everybody got in the head about me, but I am so glad to see people true colors cause maybe this did needed to happen so I can see how people care and see who is there to open up the door for me who is there when I was hungry in my stomach didn’t have not one thing in it who was there when I needed a ride who is there through it all the only people I need to worry about who’s there through it all and never left my side and who was willing to help me without a problem who is willing to help me and not look down because I’m in a bed corner right now but for people to think that I can’t get up from this corner that is something that it shows me about people y’all should know me a lot better you seen me climb very high to the top to expect me to just drop and think that I lost everything I dress like I don’t have nothing. I don’t want my hair done I can get it done if I wanted to I just don’t feel that need because when you look like a bag, that’s what everybody expect out of here a bag or something sexual is crazy how old friends really think when I was celibate even though my body was going through something you throw, you broke something I was never broken because other guys was sensing it knowing that it was not broken from a long shot so now I am 29 months celibate I know I can break it whenever I feel I want it done it just for the simple fact it’s not fun when you don’t get what you want out of it either trying to get something for nothing or trying to get something good to give something smaller also I start not paying a lot of guys attention in Jacksonville because you can blame that on old friends when they start to take my tag down because they either don’t get no attention or I don’t talk to them so they take my whole account down but you can imagine out of all of that. Still don’t get me nowhere because they don’t wanna give me anything Just wanna see me in a bad corner stalking me trying to find information for what we have no relation we’re not together why is old friends making it seem like we have a relationship we never did You wanna expose her you want attention you want a story and I just don’t have that because it never was in love, and feelings was never there It’s no more than friends and benefits when I do that. It’s because I know I’m not gonna be interested when I do that is because that’s what all you will be at the end of the world or at the end of the day nothing else more just like y’all think about me when you get your relief off so you shouldn’t think that I should think more but I can’t say I am so proud that everybody came out and showed the true colors so now it’s time for me to say that I have something big this coming after eight months so please be ready I thought I had fans in Jacksonville how people treated me when I truly said I was gonna get back I truly was but then when y’all start showing me how y’all start treating me I start to not care so I did not do it but I was just so close by doing it that’s crazy thing just like I said I’m a person with a big heart. Yes, I’m aggressive but I also have a big heart and that I care about people but when people show me, they don’t care about me then I show no care for them and I have one person that’s closely to me that I care about in. All I try to do is save that person life and to put me as a person that I’m not all I just asked see who I truly is before choosing me as another person and represent the person that I’m not I don’t wanna be nobody else but me at the end of the day and take care of what God gave me because that is my job I am not crazy in the head and no, I am not on nothing crazy 🤪 also also found out guys stocking and trying to talk to mine behind my back grown guys alot on southside I have no respect them in no of them all just because people think im Sister I don’t say nothing. I’ll put in a ⭕️ They can’t get out I’ll let them make the move I don’t need a companion to do that three numbers from being 40